Based on the critically claimed novel. High schooler Atsushi Andou has always hidden the fact that he's gay. But one day, he sees his classmate Sae Miura with a BL book-a small moment with major consequences. Atsushi longs for a "normal" happiness with a loving wife and a biological child, but what can he do when he's not turned on by women?
Jun Andou is an aloof high school student with a longtime secret. He's gay, and aside from when he's engaging in his covert affair or chatting with an online friend, he's never free to be himself. One day, he catches his classmate Sae Miura buying a BL book--a small moment with major consequences. Even as his thinking starts to broaden, Jun still desperately wishes for a "normal" future. But how can he have a wife, home, and biological child when he's not turned on by women? Discover an unflinching story about navigating one's identity through a sea of pressure and disparagement from the outside--and from within.