"I'll let it consume me. I'll let it. I'll mix water with vodka. Wine boxes. Clear spirits. I'll hide it. I'll let it consume me. I'll let it"

Summer 2007. An intimate look into the mind of Noah, an addict caught at the intersection of healing and ruin. Stuck within a cycle of grief and alcohol, he decides to embark on a passage into the unknown. It forces him to confront the traumatic memories he's been burying, but not everything is as it seems. As we wander through the violent and turbulent psyche of Noah we feel the heavy compulsion of life weighing heavy on his shoulders, and his enervated resistance towards his baneful addiction getting more and more prevalent. Even through this, while struggling to find his fate, an intoxicating new love opens up a chance of healing.

In this debut novel, author Benjamin Weberink delves deep into a place on the brink of hopelessness, and the unspeakable tragedies surrounding it. The blending of love, faith and regret only allows for a single question to be asked: Can Noah reclaim his life before it's too late?