Attracted to both men and women from an early age, McCormack found alcohol as a teenager to be the path to sexual liberation and to social confidence until it became a problem for him as a young professional in New York.

This is the story of his journey from humble beginnings in the Santa Clara Valley to a life-long search for his father, his recovery from alcoholism and a successful business career as the country's first openly LGBTQ executive search consultant.

The book offers an unforgettable portrait of a spiritual seeker who discovered meaning and fulfillment in sobriety and in service to his community.

Placing exceptional leaders in many HIV/AIDS and LGBTQ national and community-based organizations, McCormack has made a unique contribution to the liberation and evolution of the queer community in the late 20th and early 21st centuries.