This story of my life is about loneliness and a hidden fear, writtenas a series of frank letters (Epistles) to Jesus, which shows myorigins, my bachelorhood life of sex obsession and booze goingon to my adult married life of drunkenness and divorce, secondmarriage, unfaithfulness, and ultimately being saved.I hope it will help people with fears, however ridiculous. I hadthis hidden fear of frogs that I needed to bring out and seek helpwith instead of acting macho. I hope it will help the lonely. I waslonely for years of my life; but didn't know. Frequenting the bestbars in town, good restaurants and theaters was the good life. Ididn't realize that I was just masking my loneliness whichremained with me when I got back home. Meantime, Jesus wasthere all the time ready, willing and able to give me wholesomecompanionship.There was a time when I did not acknowledge God; but He neverleft me or forsook me. He protected me; He honored me andgave me strength. I did terrible things. I was an arrogantagnostic and a drunken fornicator. I was an unfaithful husband;and a part time father. Nevertheless, I live. After 70 years of thisBabylonian enslavement, He called me home. I now know peace, I know love and I enjoy being the righteous child of God throughJesus Christ.I hope this book encourages someone to forsake the lifestylesuch as I lived and come to the heavenly delight of Christianity